Third

Sittin' downstairs watching American Idol with my dad...well, as much as anyone can do anything with my dad while he is playing wow. He gets so into it, sigh... I should be doing some of my stupid art homework, but i just can't bring myself to work on it because it is sooo messy and I just don't feel like getting messy right now. But I should do it. Maybe I will do it in the morning. It's ridiculous... I'm sposed to be drawing fruit, but damnit I don't have any fruit! And I don't have the money to buy more art supplies, let alone fruit to fuckin draw. So I'm gonna draw my applesauce jar, my fruity Sobe Life Water, and maybe my container of cut up strawberries if they are still good... I do have clementines, I guess, but they are nasty! From easter and just...ugh.

My dog and my cat are cuddling on the couch. It's so entertaining sometimes, since my cat is bigger than my dog. They're both just sleeping their lives away. I wish I could do that, but I've been there before and it leads to some pretty big problems. Bigger than I am dealing with now, even. Thankfully I am only failing one class right now, instead of the many it would be if this were, say, last spring. Spring is such a rejuvenating time, but for some reason instead of making it easier for me to do things, it makes it harder. Maybe I am just so excited for summer to get here.

I finally get to see my boyfriend again, and in case I haven't mentioned yet, I'm hella lonely. I'm counting down the days and I am ready to pack my bags practically. I need to get some money so I can buy some things I need, but the weather has been crap and I have been sick and my dad has been too busy to clean out Po and get him in sellable condition. Maybe I should find a Plato's closet and take some clothes there? God knows my tax returns aren't giving me anything. And I want to have money this year. I wanna buy stuff for my boy! And I soo want to be able to get a new tattoo. I'm itching for it, hehe.

I'm going to go shower, or read, or play wow, or something...